Yes I thought that too just on a downer because in April I found the messages about getting some again. It’s like appeasing me for some time and then doing it anyway.
Yeah I don’t accept the girls two of which worked within the same business we do and we’re always distant to me with fake hellos and I knew instinctively that it was odd and he would tell me I’m being paranoid, but since seeing messsges he had gone on nights out them and one of his best friends (so the 4 of them)… So I also feel betrayed and embarsssed seeing his friends now because they must think we are a joke!
we are just living together Im mentally gone in this relationship I feel I’m just sticking around because I want him to get help for his own sake because it worries me. Although I sometimes think I should be more selfish like he is. At the end of the day I can help him like I have and I can’t do more than that.