How do I cope? I feel horrendous, I’m terrified of him going off of the rails.
I’ve tried so hard.. We’ve battled through this, he went 6 months with nothing, just these past 3 weeks everything has changed, I read through signs of a relapse and literally that’s what’s happening.
I feel so embarrassed, I’m at my mums now.. Got all my things in my car. Its all just a mess, I can only take so much you know I can’t make myself ill from this.
I truly believed he had changed.