thank you so much.
i felt humiliated turning back up at my mums as i feel like its a told you so moment, she told me this would happen again – her boyfriend is a recovering addict of 15 years so she knows and has been put through hell so worries about me.
i am 26, felt so proud of him after those 6 months things were amazing – i dont understand why anyone would want to go back to that, hes losing everything.
you are right i have tried, letting someone go that you love is the hardest thing ever xxxxx I am at work today, which will keep me busy.. xx