Reply To: Lapsed again on coke :( June 19, 2019 at 2:10 pm #12915 georgia26Participant i love him so much i want to support him, but on the other hand, i just cant.. its making me feel ill, this will be a constant cycle. I am 26 for goodness sake, i am ready to start my life. I am scared this will be my life forever 🙁