Hi,
So sorry to read what a difficult time you’re having coping with your partner’s behaviour towards you due to his addiction. You are obviously a very strong person and taking action through your lawyer to move on.
If you would like some more support for yourself please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people going through what you are.. We know how difficult this is and have trained and experienced people you could talk with if you think that would help.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrst.org
all the best to you.