Hi Joemily,
Just a reminder for you about The Icarus Trust. we are a charity supporting people affected by a family member’s addiction. You could speak to one of our trained and experienced people if you would like to. It’s good to talk with someone who understands what you are going through, and also would help you to know what other help is available.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrst.org
I hope this helps.
All the best.