[mama12]

I don’t drink. Never liked the taste of it tbh & I like to be in control.

Well done for beating it. I know it’s not easy and must be even harder when your partner drinks.

I totally get that. I’m just waiting for something bad to happen.

What will it take & how long can I carry on living like this?

I have my own stuff to deal with and just feel something is going to give soon.