[ginger71]

We’re all traveling this same road just at different junctions along it. For me right now I don’t think there is an answer. I am trying to keep a lid on my own feelings so that I can function. This is a release valve which allows me to let go some of the feelings before they get topped back up again. I’m glad I was brave enough to do this…. Crazy that it takes guts to use these forums but we all have that. Guts to say I’m important enough to matter and although I may have come here because of my child I think I’m really here for me . By writing on here I’m saying to myself be strong. I may fall many times but I will get there. Stay strong