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It feels like we’re not together any more. That’s how much this has taken over. No I don’t see you being negative at all, if anything talking to you is helpful. This is our first baby and I don’t think he realises how hard it is being pregnant with your first child also how hard it is to bring a child up. I think he’s in a world of his own I would love to be in his head for the day to know what he’s thinking and feeling. It’s confusing always telling me one thing and doing another