Maybe you need to see a councillor regarding your mums death to do your best to come to terms with it. Im no doctor but that could be an underlying problem
2nd whats more important.. your mates who you get smashed with or your little girl growing up with her dad?? I know which one id choose. Ive cut all my mates off.. ye i do lapse every 4 week roughly but im doing my best. You need get new friends who dont use. You will always be in a vicious circle if you use with your mates. I had the best times ever with my mates. But when i look back.. id rather of got my head in the books than drugs…
Cut everyone off.. spend the money on.your little girl.. play with her, and enjoy as much time as you can with her. Mates are nothing when it comes our children.