Ive been good thanks..not had out.. i wouldnt say ive craved it , but just thinking things like… do i want to get some? How do i feel about getting some.. its hard to explain really…its sort of like im testing myself to see if im ok. And at that moment when i was.. i was just telling myself.. what do i want that stuff for.. all the negatives of the drug was winning in my head. Which is great. Im going deep into it hahha sorry lol..
But ye im not craving it.. back in the gym twice a day now.. at work at night im doing hiit training and the day im doing weights. IM eating healthy again, and i dont at all feel like having it. 4 week it is now. So i really want to build on this. If my gf goes out. Im just going to stay in. 🙁