Well woke up this morning and I broke the news to the partner and we’ll, it’s all gone how I would of imagined. She’s packed up and left while I went to work, and on my 2 hour brake when I would always go see my beautiful daughter I was told not to go near her. Hearing her say I couldn’t see her destroyed me more than actually telling her my problems. Im still at work now as I don’t finish till 11pm and I’m dreading walking through that door to a empty flat , no little girl , no partner, nothing. But I guess this is the first part of trying to sort myself. I told my boss about it as he has noticed a change in me as I’ve worked there full time since I was 17 and I’m now 25. I feel ashamed of myself, dissapointed, failure. Hit the bottom of the bottom now and feel so alone. Going to be a haRd night to stay sober
