[owlyh]

I understand you with writing things down! I’ve done that sometimes. I’ve even written a few letters to him when I have found him under the influence. When I have found him like that I don’t want to speak to him directly, I’m not sure he even remembers what is said while he’s doped up. So I write down my thoughts for him to read when he’s sobered up. These thought letters are filled with rage and disappointment, but love too. I haven’t done it many times, but it’s very cathartic for me, and painful for him…