Hi Sheryl
Thank you for your message and I’m really sorry to hear of your situation which sounds really difficult.
If you ever needed someone to speak to confidentially you can phone Samaritans for free on 116 123 .
There is a map of support services for parents experiencing abusive behaviour and/or violence from their child: https://community21.org/partners/cpv/
Adfam also has a map of support services for families affected by someone else’s substance use: https://adfam.org.uk/help-for-families/finding-support/search-for-local-support
If you would like any further information please don’t hesitate to contact Adfam at admin@adfam.org.uk
Best wishes,
Adfam