Omg I crnt believe what I am reading. Exactly what I’m going through maybe worse than you . My husband is a cocaine addict and drinks alcohol and smokes weed and takes viagras for errection. We have been trying for a baby two years now we both are in our 30’s . We have no children together but I have two kids from previous relationship . I have done everything in power for him to stop all this but some how all the blame will come back on me . He even tried to get me hooked on it. I have never in my life had alcohol or taken cocaine but he wanted me too see for myself why it’s soo difficult for him to stop .
He won’t admit he has a drug problem because every 3 days the most he will rattle for cocaine and he thinks that’s not an addiction it’s Just normal . He is very abusive when he crnt get his addiction, he will demand money from me even pawn in valuable items to get the money . Iv suffered emotion mental physical financial abuse . Seen it all the lies the secrets the guilt trips the manipulation the lot . Finally I have told him on your bike because I crnt take it no more ..