Hey I’m new to this forum only joined a day ago but after reading everything I think I should confess to you all that when my ex husband was on a high off cocaine alcohol and weed he would watch porn and talk dirty to me about his fantasy of having sex with me and people we knew . He would regret it the next day when he was sober . He would tell me it was the drugs and drink talking and he would never ever do that in reality and I was the only one for him. Etc etc . I hate his guts now for everything but Iv never caught him cheating or anything like that. Maybe he hid that well from me too. Who cares anyway . The lies put me off him and all the stress he caused me and the kids . We are glad we are well shot of him. His behaviour was totally out of control when he was on drugs and even worse with the come down ,
No wife no mother should have to put up with that and live a life like walking on eggshells.