Thanks kindredcoyote for you reply .
I’m sorry to hear about your experience but it sounds like what I’m going through.
Why does my ex hate me sooo much and blame me for all the arguments. He is holding on to nasty stuff I have said to him about him and his family and he won’t let that go.
He is using that against me for not helping me in my hard times.
I stuck by him solid in his hard times and did a lot for him he knows all that but he just won’t show no appreciation.
So what exactly is going on in his mind ? What is the cocaine doing to him that he hasturned sooo nasty towards me ????
He told me today not to ever get back with him because if I do take him back he will only cheat on me with other women and treat me more bad .