[dave-mk1]

Hi rev.

How many more chances can i give her! Last night i told her to leave, go and get clean then if she feels like making another go of it then all’s well and good. Its the lies which bother me more. If she’d open up and give me honest answers I’d want to help more but im just sick of it. Shes on tablets for a heart problem which i don’t know exactly what the problem is and bad kidneys too and im not going to see her killing herself in front of me. For the sake of her own health why can’t she see what’s happening? She’s only 41 too.

If i can get her to meetings then thats a start but shes not simply going to stop there and then. how can i live with her knowing that she’s still going to be doing this under our roof?