I understand, and I understand she’s not wanting change and that’s what all addicts say! She doesn’t want disruption to her addiction and will do anything to prevent it. Your really never going to fix this on your own because you don’t sound strong enough emotionally. Your priority at the moment is YOU and your health so do whatever you need to do and whatever it takes to keep it together. All this is easy for me to say and impossible for you to actually do but you really sound desperate! I don’t know how old you are but I’m sure you remember the happy time? Removing and fixing bad things in your life is difficult and can often be seen as selfish but sometimes you need to make massive changes for the good. I’m sure you visited this site for something and often people get the courage from the strangest places so don’t give up! Try and think of yourself, it’s hard Sadmom23! ????
