Thank you everyone for your support.
I spent yesterday talking to family and had time with my dogs, thinking and processing my thoughts.
I have been withdrawn from my hubby and he spent yesterday sulking!
Today, he has messaged and screen shot a post to a counselling service, asking for help, which he explained that his relationship with alcohol is impacting on our marriage…. He told me that he doesn’t want to loose me. He doesn’t understand his relationship and dependency and wants to understand it, so he can be in control and not the addiction.
Does this make sense? It makes sense to me, I just hope he remains committed!