[dontgiveup]

Well it’s been over 4 weeks and haven’t touched it, sleeping pattern is awful since as I’ll go sleep 12am then wake up every 2 hours but adds are to triple the amount of hours slept than a few months ago. Have my daughter ever mon and we’d which is lush, but still not use to not seeing her for the other 5 which is horrible and don’t know what to do with myself but watched 6 series game of thrones in the 4 weeks I’ve been clean haha. But thank you for everyone’s advise it ment alot to me and to get it out to to you lot before making the steps and breaking the news to my now ex girlfriend. Long way to go for sure , but feeling on the right path amd postive to get further amd get my life back on track