Hey Emma,
It takes a great deal of courage to admit your addiction as it did for me. I considered myself a very strong and successful person until I met Codeine! Listen, it’s never ever too late to get professional help and trust me it was the hardest thing I ever did. You really have to turn the page and make that move. Go get help either from your GP or your local addiction ctr. Don’t feel embarrassed or ashamed in the slightest because your not stupid or daft. Your just addicted to one of the most common and addictive drugs on the planet. Try and trust in someone and get them to help you and get as much professional support as you can. PLEASE don’t give up trying.
Your addiction to N+ or anything with paracetamol in is no GOOD as you know and if it was just the codeine you would have a lesser issue. I’ve done them all in huge quantities and ultimately you pay for it. Drop what you are doing and start looking for as much help as you can. This site will help you and I assure you your not alone. Peace be with you. I’m still fighting that devil