Hi Gil,
Thank you for sharing your story. I’m sorry that you are having a tough time and am concerned that your partner has been abusive to you.
Please keep yourself safe and if you need information and advice you can phone the National Domestic Violence Helpline on 0808 2000 247. This line is free and confidential and is open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
I work for a charity called Icarus Trust which offers support to people dealing with the addiction of a partner. If you think we can be of help too please get in touch.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck and keep safe.