Hi there.. im in the same situation as your husband… and i cant stand the stuff! Im lapsing once a month. And there are a lot of simularities with your story that are same as mine. Cocaine makes you do stupid things and its like the devil on your shoulder. Coming down off it, it makes me depressed and suicidal , and i have kids and i regret it all the next day.
Im doing various things to keep me occupied.. ive took up reading, more sessions in the gym, i listen to coke recovery stories. A bit of russell brand and his addiction stories.
But i lapsed this weekend after a month again.. and today i had a hypnosis session for £85 for 2 hours, and thats all i need to stop and he had great reviews! So fingers crossed it works! Feel free to ask me anything