How are you today Jacjacjac?
I feel for you with such empathy, you truly are living my life. Its almost comforting to be able to talk to people who relate to me. I talk to friends, and they all say, just leave him, what are you doing staying. But its not that easy is it.
I’m in a good place right now, but its raw and I wont forget the pain ever I dont think. its not like a bruise that will get better, its ingrained in my head, the difference in the way he speaks, the delayed responses because he’s trying to work out what lie to tell, the excuses as to why his phone has died, the sniffing, the pupils. Its a sad world xx