Hi ladies,
Sorry I’ve been out of the loop on this thread as I was away this weekend. Only at a family festival in Hampshire, but still its the first time we’ve been away together with our daughter in years.
I hope everyone is ok. B8988 I’ve been looking up about co-dependency and I definitely am! My happiness hinges on him every moment of every day, and I know that isn’t any way to live. I constantly worry about what he’s doing, how he’s feeling, what he’s thinking…. I literally never consider myself and my own feelings.
I think a lot of my issues stem from his cocaine use, as learned experience has taught me how to be around him, and now that he isnt using I still am the same way. I don’t speak my mind, I always think ‘how will he react’ before I open my mouth. I dont quite know how to break that cycle though.
xx