This really helped me a lot but it saddened me even more. I wrote on this forum maybe 2 months ago and I totally forgot about it until my boyfriend relapsed.
I literally feel every word you guys are writing. That is basically my life.
I’m in constant fear of him doing drugs, lying, not sleeping not eating. He alienated everyone, including my friends. He is lying, spending all of our money and then blaming it on me and accusing me constantly. Cheating is the newest one. I know I need to leave him, but it just kills me to think about it. We’ve been together for 11 years. But he is ruining our lives.
I hope everyone is doing better and I wish you all the best. Stay strong