Thanks for that it means alot. My gf just says. Just stop dan.. its not hard.. just get some will power. She pisses me off sometimes. Shes not supportive one bit, but i dont blame her tbh.
Yes im still taking then chinese herbs, theres no harm in trying, i even tried a hypnotist last week.
But regarding coke.. its everywere, i was just talking to a girl at work then on my nightshift, and she said she brought some in on the day shift this week to keep her going! Its mental.
Some of my 16year old sons mates sell it on snapchat. He doesnt do it though thank god. Im not defending your partner here, but once you have it and are hooked. You litrally need to avoid everywere and everyone.
Have you heard of emotional, mental, physical relaspe? Basically its like were i can start an argument with my gf on purpose just as an excuse to get coke.
Its about learning these behaviours and avoiding them.