Danman is right, you can’t drink at all. It makes you weak, when at other times you can feel strong, it lowers your guard. So whilst you might not have a drink problem, the two things go hand in hand.
Russell Brand is a good listen I agree, I listened to him and tried to get my husband to listen to him, but he thinks he’s a bit loopy. He also thinks that heroin is worse, so its not the same…. physically maybe, but mentally coke is just as bad. People underestimate its power, its a sly drug that pulls you in and turns you into a different person.
You need some support, do you have siblings, or mates that don’t use?