Thanks for your reply i have an adopted kid hes my nephrw but i adopted him as a baby he’s just turned 4 last week i also have a 3 year old son of my own and now that my mum just died I have taken my 6 year old neice that she had custody of I need to get full custody of her so I couldn’t go to the doctors as they ask for full medical disclosure I only ever used it recreationally but since April I’ve gone crazy on it my mum died and my dad died before her and we have no other family I was her carer for 3 years I had to arrange all the funeral myself and sort her house her finances everything it just really was the only way i saw through it I feel like such a failure to her and my kids which was making it worse but I’m on my own and it’s hard I’ve never had a babysitter or a break from them so i started having it at weekends when they were in bed and lately it’s escalated since mum I haven’t had it for a week now since I saw the first hole
