Thankyou so much everything you’ve said has made me feel a bit better I am absolutely surrounded by people either drinking a lot or on crack or coke it’s everywhere and it’s been so easy to get it on tick people just dropping 8ths and quarters off as soon as I ask benefits and downfalls of being a good payer, I would like to move from the general area really but my 4 year old just started school yesterday and I’ve got my neice into the same school so it’s too much change for them right now and yeah i suppose its the lonliness of having no support really am the youngest only one of all my friends who has even lost a parent let alone both of them so noone ever know what to say to me so they avoid me now and i end up feeling sorry for myself and getting on the phone but I’m definitely going to follow your advice, the you tube stories sound like something I want to listen to aswell this hole has been a blessing in disguise for me I suppose now as it’s give me a kick up the arse really I’m so glad it’s not noticeable, I would normally have got some by now so I’m trying to keep busy and not think about it. Well done to you aswell that’s amazing what you’ve done it’s really not easy is it where you using for a long time?
