On it now as in right now or in general still take it here and there?
Im not on it tonight if that is what u meant,No not right now. I do have some in the week but make sure im in bed by 12 ish if so cos of getting up for work. So i dont have mad ones if i do it in the week
But i try to stick to weekends and not week nights… but even that i cant cut it out completely… so i dont do it every day obviously and never really have but at least 3 – 4 times in 7 days ( a week)
I wanna try cut out week nights completely cos if im honest … its pointless in the week … why am i doing it. The 2 / 3 nights i dont get it is due to money really and also cos ive hern busy at work and knackered. So like tonight i havent had any but i kept myself busy this evening got in at 6pm fed and took dog out then did a few chores indoors like washing hoovering etc. Now ready to get a good sleep tonight. But if i came in from work and didnt get on with housework etc i would of sat down bored and got some…. again would he pointless but i still do. I would love to find a solution for the initial start of giving up but also getting rid of that feeling that thinks sod it im getting some … its hard x