I honestly dont know. There would obviously be a reason. If hes making these decisons while on coke then its the coke really.
If hes dumping you while on coke and saying nasty crap then its the coke.
If hes all over you the next day and apologising, he is regretting what he has done on the coke. But i dont know the full ins and outs.
But steroids did that to me in the past. I dumped my misses thinking.. the grass is greener. Roids do mess with your head tbh when i think about it. Your an emotional wreck.
I dont want to this.. but.. if hes not coming home and hes lying were he has been. Do you not think he could be up to something? Im only saying this because of that and with changing his mind all of a sudden about kids and marriage. I know coke makes you do stupid things.