Hi there,
I can see that you have some very hard decisions to make about the way ahead. I’m glad that you are getting support from the blog, but if you would like more help you may want to contact us at The Icarus Trust.
We are a charity that provides support for people going through what you are, trying to live with the impact of a loved one’s addiction.
We have trained and experienced people you could talk with that might help you if you get in touch, and we can also let you know what other help is available in your area.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Wishing you all the best.