Thank you all for help and advice it’s been really helpful. Bit of a late reply as I’ve been trying to concentrate on everything. Bit of an update as to where I’m at. My boyfriend has calmed down a lot with taking cocaine he now only takes it once a week on a weekend and only gets a small bag. He’s a lot more open with me about how he feels and his urges to have it which I appreciate as he’s not lying about it. Some of the stuff is obviously hard to hear but I would rather hear it then be lied to. My biggest concern now is when baby arrives what will he do then? He’s told me he won’t do it in the same house as the baby or around the baby and he’s hoping to not do it at all by the time baby’s born but I have a worry that this is going to be another bad stressful situation I’m going to have to face. I’ve come to terms he’s an addict and that he craves it and I’ve sort of aloud him to do it once a week as there’s nothing I can do to stop him but the worry is always there when baby’s here he will just continue. It seems like when one thing gets resolved, another one crops up. We’re both in a better situation as a couple and like I said I can accept the once a week but it’s not going to be just the 2 of us for ever and it’s a big worry.
