September 19, 2019 at 8:13 am
#15433
shazza
Participant
Hi
Thank you
I’ve had looked before but nothing in my area and I don’t drive. I went to AA meetings pretended it was alcohol more so , it calmed me down a bit then didn’t bother turning up as life just so busy.
I wish I was some one else
I just feel such a mess and failure
And no one knows , I hide it well still wear make up get things done but I ve lost friends due to being paranoid and anxious I just feel so lost and lonely x