Hi ya, thank you for your replies,
I’ve gone off sick for a while, and my children’s father will have the children, I’ve booked myself some where away from this town to sort my self out, I don’t know if it’s achievable but I’ve done it, and taking one day as it comes, there is a swimming pool and gym there, I know I am going to feel so ill because of the amount I do and drink, but hoping in five days which I’ve never got to no where near that, will clear my head a bit then be a bit mentally stronger.
I only come on this site yesterday and is so nice to know I am not the only person in the world that just can’t do it!! Even though we try so hard, there is always a excuse isn’t there. But lots of people say it’s got to be the right time and if you want to do it !! Really want to do it then you have more of a chance,
My house is being sold and split and I am terrified I will use it for that, well I know I would, so I really need to believe in my self, which I’ve never done in anything in my life.
How are you doing
Do you go too groups etc ? Do you have a family do they know ? X