Hi Magumum,
I am in a similar situation as yourself. My husband lies to me all the time even when the bottle of alcohol is in front of us.
I try to remember that it is not me and he is not trying to hurt me but I do know that I don’t want to live with this forever.
How much can one person deal with? Is it ok to be lied to and hurt because of this illness? What will be more painful, staying or leaving? I ask myself these questions a lot.
I really don’t know the answers but would like you to know you are not alone.