Hi Dan, so ended up getting a bag last night. Now I feel such crippling guilt. I’m not hungover, my kids are none the wiser, I’m £40 out of pocket and I just don’t see the point of it. Yet 4 Jack Daniels in last night and it was a fantastic idea. Me and my partner shared a £40 sat up talking a load of crap. But for some reason I demanded we got one last night at midnight, why didn’t I just go to bed. Why has it got that hold over me. Why do me and my partner need to sit in our living room after having had a lovely casual drink to de stress after a long week of work etc, then midnight hits and I’m craving the stuff. I feel bit shitty now, down Cus I wasted £40, bad because even tho they were in their bed and none the wiser, why is their mum and dad “getting on it” whilst their in the house. We never used to, that was a rule No Drugs In The House as we have kids. I just want off it. I love my partner it’s never his idea to get it, but if I demand it, we get it. So I’m also getting him on the stuff at the weekends more than he would like, he could however say no. But when you like the stuff and someone is moaning at you to get one, then it’s hard to say no. I just feel like a horrible person.
