[michelle8t6]

He says he can take it or leave it, I’m the one who demands we order it. He will have it when it’s ordered. I don’t take it whilst out at all, as I have now started to gurn. We drink fortnightly and 8/10 we will end up ordering. Some nights I can drink and go bed happy(pissed) and kip. But the times where I want it, if I mention it I then have to have it.

So it’s not every time I drink, it’s more if I’m stressed out. If we drink and ive had a great week I won’t even think about it, but a couple of weeks later I’ve had a bad week or a very bad day I will then crave a drink and a bag. I hate it