So please for your sake as much as there’s, Remain completely open. Your wife loves you that’s for sure, you clearly love her and your baby.
Class this as a rough patch, the fact you’re talking to us on here is a massive step. You came clean to your loved ones also a huge step to a better you. Cocaine is so glorified amongst our peers, and almost normalised. There’s little shame for people to just whip it out at a house party now, I’ve had girls offer me a line in the toilets at a pub. It’s everywhere, but we’re now in a predicament that we never dreamed we would be in. Which proves there is nothing normal about this filthy drug, people brag about sniffing it, would they brag about being on herion, would they heck. Yet it wrecks just as many lives as Herion does, and for me personally it holds the same shame. I had my last line Friday, I say last line because I truly want to stop. How about you and me stop together. I’m gonna treat my kids with the money I save. How about you do the same? Take the Mrs and baby out into town to a museum and then for a meal. With the money you save, you can treat her to a bit of jewellery or send her on a spa day, prove to her and yourself that if you’re gonna waste money, might aswel waste it on stuff you all can benefit from. I’m praying I can quit for good. I hope it all works out for you. Stay focused. Think of what you can lose if you go back to that drug, but then think of what can be gained for never touching it again. You get to keep the two most important people in your life for ever.