[larko444]

Actually crying here trying to compose myself ,every word you have said has struck a card ,I just hope when I come clean again my wife gives me another chance ,I took cocaine to give me confidence as I lack in that and for no apparent reason and now it has opposite effect I want to see noone ,take it alone etc ,from outside people think I have everything,house ,wife ,child ,manager in job ,played high standard football etc but inside my life is a gutter,and I’m about to fall to my knees x