Think of the person you were, the person your wife fell in love with, you’re still in there, and you can come back from this. From the outside myself and my friends that are also secret sniffers, also look like the perfect family, no one sees my internal struggle. No one sees me crying in the shower because of the guilt. No one else’s sees it, because it’s our demon we have to be rid of. But the knock on effect it has on our loved ones, that’s my main reason to kick it. I truly believe the fact you’ve come this far, you can and will get better. Honestly.
