Hope your ok.. but no matter what.. your child comes 1st.. everytime!. There is only one person that will get hurt in this.. and thats your child. If you end up on it again. Your child will suffer. No matter how hard it is. I think you need to move on. And keep going. Your doing great. But dont go back. Just keep thinking of your child. And talk about you 2 when he is better. Thats my opinion and i know how hard it is when you are in love. But kids always come 1st. And i would totally understand if my gf did it to me.
