Oh shit – no way.
you can get back to what you were doing before, but get help asap – get watching your youtube videos and that again.. glad youre back together now, hopefully her being around again will help a bit more now.
Yes still with him, he hasnt used coke for ages now.. weve had the odd binge drink issues but hes still getting his therapy every Thurs, which helps him. Thing with him is he has bad anxiety and whenever he gets up tight he feels the need to drink to calm down.
You will be ok though, you can do it, get back on here helping people and getting advice.. xxx