Hi he said he wanted to get of the coke so he’s taken some time of work as he feels like he’s abused our relationship and says it isn’t fair on me the way he’s treated me. He said that he shouldn’t be dumping me or ignoring me but he just feels so low as he’s abusing himself. He did say about starting a fresh when he’s ready if I still have feelings for him but then I received my door keys through the post he said he means no harm and not to worry and to have the back for now as he’s doesn’t feel right holding on to them. I replied saying ok thought it was a sign you were done with me and he’s reply pretty good aren’t you which messed with my head as he said about being together a few hours before that then he blocked my so I’ve no contact with him. I don’t know if it’s so he can concentrate on getting of the coke x
