Hi Janette,
I’m sorry to read about how you are dealing with your boyfriends drug habit.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust and we offer support for people like you, affected by another’s addiction. We have very experienced people you could talk to if you would like to have some support.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.