March 10, 2020 at 7:24 pm
#16039
kel1
Participant
It’s upsetting isn’t it. I guess he is doing the right thing by focusing on himself to help himself hopefully so that he can be a better person for you.
Mine is apparently depressed and unable to work, void of any emotions and is still in blame mode. I think he is probably still actively using.
I feel like I’m in a nightmare I can’t wake up from.
I go to Al Anon meetings now as I need support and to learn how to focus on me and not his addiction. I got so caught up in it all and shouldered the blame that I lost who I am.
I have developed an anxiety issue and lost so much weight.
Everyone says I deserve better, but before this drug took hold he was a nice fella, partner and father.