I will do least she’s still talking to me. I’m ok whilst at work it’s just when I’m at home or listening to music it makes me think of him and then the emotions come. I do find it hard I was used to speaking to him everyday and seeing him and now nothing. My laptops up at his house so will have to go at some point I’m just giving him time to himself just how long will he feel like this. When I’ve seen him not have coke for a few days he’s been agitated and tired and just eats alot. She said he’s been up and about and has been down to the kitchen 6 times for food well probably more now. I just don’t know how he can just go on like he hasn’t even thought about me xxx his sister messaged yesterday saying of course I think he’ll talk to you again as friends if nothing else. Don’t know what to think xx
