[kel1]

Sounds as though youve both been thru tough times in life. Allow him some space and try to focus on you for now. He knows you’re there for him, and giving him space may give him time to think and reflect about what he wants from his life and an opportunity to miss you. If you contact him and he don’t respond you open up yourself to more heartache and possibly push him further away. I know you’re hurting and are wanting to hear from him but try to leave things for now. And he may just be thinking and reply later on to you.

I can see you’re in despair as am I, and it’s the unknown that hurts. In my case i am trying to let him go which is killing me slowly.

It’s so tough I know, but all this worry is going to make you very unwell.